December 2010
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“We tend to forget that happiness doesn’t come as a result of getting something...”
– Frederick Keonig (via quote-book)
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Nothing snaps you out of something like searing...
I really need to get something I can beat up when I’m angry. Like an old car. I really feel like beating up an old car with a tire iron.
It’s especially true when I’m angry at myself. When I’m angry at myself I need to hurt something.
And it’s probably best that I stop using myself as a bunching bag, so to speak.
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Dec/30/2010 - 3:33 PM
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School and grades and all that jazz
Got my grades today. 2 As, 2 A-s, and a C.
Advice to everyone: NEVER TAKE NEUROSCIENCE. IT WILL RAPE YOU IN THE ASS.
My overall GPA is still really good, but I hate when you’re like… .3 points away from eligibility for something. No Dean’s List for me this semester.
(I know I sound like…really crazy and like a hyper-perfectionist… And that it doesn’t...
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Mostly Not Work: A Holiday Gift Meme →
mostlynotwork:
OK, here is my attempt to start a Tumblr meme around holiday gifts.
How about everyone get in to the holiday spirit and Tumble about three gifts.
The best gift you got
The most coveted gift. ( you know, no matter how good your gifts are there is always a gift someone else gets that you really want.)
The gift you wanted but didn’t get.
1. This is hard, because I got a lot of...
Merry Christmas, fellow Tumblr-ers!
:)
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the natural female form.: Everytime you say "real... →
nicolettemason:
Real women are tall. Real women are short. They’re wide. Gaunt. Their bones can stick out of their collarbones, or be disguised by curves or fat. There are real women with breasts and real women with flat chests. There are real women who have had to have their breasts or ovaries removed, and not having those doesn’t make them any less of a real woman. There are even real...
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2 Days in February: Making assumptions...From 'The... →
2daysinfebruary:
There is a real bonus in the The Four Agreements. I have managed to read the piece various of times. I try to do ‘something good’ for myself by re-reading it every once in a while, anyway; so now I guess I’m ahead of the game. Let me share Agreement # 4 with you: Don’t Make Assumptions.
Don’t Make Assumptions: Find the courage to ask questions and to express what you really...
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The Democrats in Congress have gotten more done in...
Let’s recap shall we:
Repeal of don’t ask don’t tell
US-Russian arms treaty
Food safety bill
9/11 health bill
I mean, yes, it’s devastating that the Dream Act didn’t get through (hell, it didn’t even get voted on). But seriously, before this week, the only good thing that got through Congress this year was the bill to make TV commercial turn their volume...
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My partner and his partner are in love
Commence hyperventilation
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Dec/18/2010 - 10:49 PM
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I've always turned to the internet when I feel...
I’ve turned to the internet for this ever since middle school. I’ve always had close friends, and always at least one person whom I could talk about things too…although I’ve been able to open up more emotionally in the past few years than before…
I know I have people who love and care about me offline. But like…right now…either hard for that objective...
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I did a bad thing. A very bad thing.
I read my texts on my partners phone between him and his other partner.
And I lied to him and said I didn’t.
And the texts make me feel insecure and terrible.
She makes him happy. And after the troubles we’ve been having lately, I really feel like I don’t. I did once. I have the capacity to in the future. But I don’t right now.
I just want to curl up into a ball. And...
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anhiie:
3 yrs old: My mommy is the best!
7 yrs old: Mom, I love you.
10 yrs old: Mom whatever…
17 yrs old: OMG my mom is so annoying.
18 yrs old: I wanna leave this house.
25 yrs old: Mom, you were right.
35 yrs old: I wanna go back to my mom’s house.
50 yrs old: I don’t wanna lose my mom….
70 yrs old: I would give… up everything …for my mom to be here with me.
Mommy, even tough...
WatchMy new favorite tumblr person.
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10 Day Challenge: Day Nine: Two smileys that...
Two smileys that describe my life right now.
TWO: ;v_v;
ONE: ^_^
I’m just all over the place emotionally, aren’t I?
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These past two days have been pretty good
Yesterday evening I hung out with my partner (and ended up spending the night) and he was really hot… I mean…I think he always is honestly, but he was especially so last night and this morning. So that was nice.
Also…we talked…and I think things are going better, at least for now.
Also…sex 2.5 times (one time I just sucked his cock; but it’s alright, I quite...
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Working on my BDSM project...doesn't even feel...
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10 Day Challenge: Day Eight: Three turn ons.
THREE: Stubble on men
TWO: Handcuffs and other things to tie you up
ONE: Threesome fantasies (mmf and ffm)
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10 Day Challenge: Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Four things that turn me off sexually.
FOUR: Water sports…if you know what I mean
THREE: Ok…even worse…stuff with feces
TWO: (this one might offend…and I apologize…but I’m being honest) BBW porn and the like…although…at least BBW can have pretty faces… big men never do in porn
ONE: Parent/child incest (…not sibling incest,...
How bad is it that I'm emotionally dependent on...
(also, thanks for the love; it helps at least a fraction…and something is almost always better than nothing)
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I have a new scar in a new location
Or I will, anyway.
I haven’t burned on my arm since 8th grade.
(It’ strange…when you burn yourself…initially a VERY large area around the burn becomes red, like a rash. My burns are only between 1/4 and 1/2 of an inch [about 1 centimeter] but the diameter of the initial redness was probably 2.5 inches [6.5 centimeters]. It’s a large area, comparatively. It recedes...
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Watchoutofbreathandlove:
Im not attention seeking or asking for more followers.
I just want to know that someone is listening. Im not expecting some massive reblogging or liking, but it would be nice to know that someone cares.
Please dont judge or hate.
I did this because I was asked to. :) Sorry for all of the weird mouth things. I chew on the inside of my mouth to release stress. :P
I...
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10 Day Challenge: Day 5 (Six things you wish you’d...
I’m a day behind, so I’m posting two days
Six things I wish I’d never done:
SIX: Said to anyone that I hate them, but especially to you
FIVE: Insulted people with curse words, or said “fuck you” to someone
FOUR: Not done most of my homework in high school
THREE: Done that photo-shoot…
TWO: Not complained about her today and accused you of not caring...
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I'm at a crossroads that is between a rock and a...
All those idioms…
Anyway… I don’t really have the strength to talk about it.
But I’m asking for all my followers’ thoughts and (if you pray) prayers
I feel a little ridiculous and wrong now asking for these things and no one’s died…I haven’t even lost anyone or anything yet…
But I might. And I’m…I’m…I’m just lost.
Crying and lost and not sure what to do
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Dec/14/2010 - 8:05 PM
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I hate the feeling of vaginal discharge leaving my...
Or the confusing thought of “Wait, is that my period, or just the normal stuff?”
Bodies are weird…and while I don’t dislike this nearly as much as the blood, I still don’t like it, or having to go to the bathroom solely to wipe my underwear.
And, basically… Any warm sticky fluids existing my body at any time other than sex are not ok with me. *sigh*
Ok, so...
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I really loved that it started snowing when Ted...
Perfect, HIMYM. Perfect reference :)
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Wash Up After: boyswholoveboyswholovegirls →
pjchamb:
Duality, Goulet.
Don’t try to make sense of that, just accept it as what is is. Though when you find harmony in what is, it turns into what was. When you name your kid twice, give him two good names. Double mediocrity doesn’t lend itself to greatness. Only duality in the form of…
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Reblog: sothenshe: "Was astounded that I hate...
sothenshe:
The scene’s always the same, with only the backdrop of the bedroom changing. I’m lying on my back in bed, pants unfastened, shirt slightly pushed up. She’s atop me, on all fours, slowly kissing her way down my neck, chest and just before she hits my stomach, I know where we’re headed. Blowjob time. Yuck.
Yep, you read that right. This full-blooded, straight male loathes blowjobs.
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The moment you realize your mother is the worst...
hoonlives95:
mister-snowmeiser:
-bellabitchlestrange:
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froquontly:
Q: “Mom, what are the four houses in Harry Potter?” A: “Uh, Slytherin, Gryffindor…Huxtable and Owl.”
OWL.
They made an entire house for Hermione.
drtdsgsdgsdfsdg
Huxtable Huxtable Huxtable Huxtable
Huxtable, ftw
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10 Day Challenge: Day Four: Seven things that...
Seven things that cross my mind a lot.
SEVEN: Sex
SIX: My partner’s new partner - jealousy things
FIVE: “I can’t wait for Christmas break”
FOUR: “I’m so behind on my school work; I’m not sure if I’ll get it in”
THREE: Happy times with my partner
TWO: “I wish there were new happenings on Tumblr/Facebook/my email”
ONE:...
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Sexuality.
cupcakesinthetardis:
People assume that sexuality is a strict progression of straight to gay… but actually, from a non-linear, non-subjective viewpoint, it’s more like a big ball of wibbly-wobbly… FABULOUS singy songy… stuff.
Wibbly-Wobbly Timey-Wimey…Stuff
:D
Seriously, best reference ever :P
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I fully plan to have sleepovers when I'm 30, thank...
My mom telling me that I’m too old to have sleep overs… “You’re getting to the age where… You have their own beds. You guys don’t need to be together every night.”
My friends and I can pretty much over see each other during breaks. If we want to have sleepovers every night, so be it. I love my friends, and I don’t like sleeping alone. Why should I...
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10 Day Challenge: Day Three: Eight ways to win...
Eight ways to win my heart. I’m a softie for romantic things (unless it’s from people I don’t like…then things are just annoying and/or creepy) so this list might sound predictable
EIGHT: Random cute texts, either saying hello, or that you love me, or that you miss me…whatever is appropriate the situation
SEVEN: Surprise gifts. Nothing big. A $1 teddy bear. Just...
fuck. this. shit.
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10 Day Challenge: Day Two: Nine things about...
Nine things about me
NINE: I don’t like even numbers, except for 2. Primes are the best. And my favorite number is 11.
EIGHT: I burn myself sometimes.
SEVEN: For the past month I’ve really only eaten 1 meal a day at most. It seems to be positively correlated with worsening depression… But the question is: is it a cause and effect relationship in either direction?
SIX: Milk is...
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chemicalust:
i almost hurt myself today.
i’ve been thinking about it alot.
i’m trying to be strong.
Oh fuck I hate days like that.
Be strong. And if you do break, don’t beat yourself up over it. Shit happens. Just try again the next day.
Also, if you do hurt yourself, be safe. Only injure a small area. If you cut yourself, use clean tools, be sure to do an area away from all...
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You know those people that don't respond to half...
Fuck ‘em.
Seriously, I hate that shit.
Some, I understand. Or at least…I could see why one might think it merits no response. But many, I do not.
Especially if I see those people sending and responding to the most random ass texts from other people.
It just really makes me feel fucking unloved.
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Dec/09/2010 - 7:41 PM
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10 Day Challenge: Day One: Ten things you want to...
Ten things I want to say to ten different people right now.
TEN: “You think you can, but you can’t sing and whenever I hear you sing it makes me die a little on the inside. It’s one of the hardest parts of having you as a roommate.”
NINE: “If you take him away from me, I might hate you forever. I know it would be his choice… but I’m doing everything to...
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10 Day Challenge
kimmaayyee:
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now. Day Two: Nine things about yourself. Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart. Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot. Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done. Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever) Day Seven: Four turn offs. Day Eight: Three turn ons. Day Nine: Two smileys...